RIP Rivelata
February 25th - October 7th, 2008

I never thought this would happen, but it did. And I'm not saying this in the OOC comm because I don't want to. I don't care what people have to say, I don't care that people might miss me, I don't care that they are going to throw a massive fucking party now that I'm gone.

I no longer feel comfortable or happy in a place that I once considered my home. After having gone through February, Rivelata pulled me out of depression and gave me new friends and new hope and new happiness. Through Rivelata I met Danielle, Andrei, Skyler-- all people that had a rather large impact on me, and as always, Beck and Jess and Jaz all came with.

Andrei and Skyler and Danielle were all left behind, but I made two friends that I am so thankful for that I now couldn't even fathom losing, one especially.

Jason's grown to be my best platonic guy friend ever, and Lela...

Well, Lela holds a special place in my heart that no one else can have, not ever. So much has happened there, and this is the longest run that I've ever had in an RP. It's been a good time. I've been there since the inception, I modded that damn game, but now I'm no longer in love with it. We're moving on to brighter pastures, because there are a few people there that apparently can't stand me for me.

I come on strong, and so do my characters. I have a strong personality and I play the game. I'm not afraid to do what I want and say what I think.

People either love me or hate me, but if I am surrounded by nothing but hate, I am going to move on.

So I am.

They didn't "win," as there was no winning or losing in this particular game. There was simply me having lost the enthusiasm for a game that I once loved, not because I was driven out. I lost it a lot further back, I think. I just didn't realize it because I love threading with Lela so much.

Goodbye Rivelata. I won't be looking back.